Back in the 80s, people were still watching movies on video tapes. My bro had a collection of movies which he keeps in a cabinet next to our TV set. So, from time to time, I'd take out the video tapes & watch them. It also happened that we shared the same wardrobe. One day, while looking for clothes in the wardrobe, I found a video tape hidden under a stash of my Bro's clothes. I wondered to myself why didn't he keep this together with the rest of the video tapes in the cabinet? When I looked at the title, it was not something that I've already watched. So, unsuspectingly, I popped it into the video player. What i saw next would be something that ignited my sexuality.
It was a Straight porn movie! This was going to be my 1st experience in watching porn & I was still a pre-pubes 11 year old! I couldn't recall what the title of the movie was but what i saw in that video tape put me on a journey to explore sex as an enjoyment. I could remember it was a porn movie starring Caucasian actors. In one particular scene, it was extremely erotic to watch. In this scene, we see the porn actor sticking a strawberry into the actress' vagina & she was in ecstasy when he did that. Next, we see him sticking a banana into her. After fucking her with the banana for awhile, he removed it & ate the banana! It was so sensual! Next, we see the actress pouring milk & honey on the actor's huge cock & began licking & sucking it like there's no tomorrow. Eventually they went on to do the fucking scene & I couldn't take my eyes off the porn actors engorged dick. It was the biggest dick I've seen so far in my life. When i was watching the fucking scene, i felt a stirring in my cock as well & i began to imagine myself as the actress, sucking & licking the actors hard steel-like cock. This scene will be etched in my mind for a long time & I'd fantasize about it whenever I go into the shower in the coming days.
After I finished the movie, I quietly put it back where it belonged. Now I know why this was separated from the usual movies in the TV Cabinet. :)
A few weeks later the tape was gone from under my bro's stash of clothes. My guess was that it didn't belong to him, he probably borrowed it from his friend. But I couldn't stop thinking about the scene where the actress was hungrily sucking the actor's huge cock. This would eventually lead me to explore more of sexual enjoyment.
I totally know how that feels....exposed to gay porn at a young age like primary 3 , later tried masturbating but no cum came out and started cumming at p5. Finally found someone who is also Singaporean share similar experiences XD. Really feel like trying out anal sometimes...
ReplyDeleteOh wow, glad to know there are early sexual awakeners like me. So how did u get exposed to gay porn?
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