After I hit my teen years, the raging hormones made me even hornier. There wasn't a day that went by without me thinking about sex. My masturbation frequency was at a an all-time high, I could cum & cum & cum & yet still feel horny.
I began to search for other outlets for my sexual release. A friend introduced me to reading novels & boy! It opened up a whole new sexual world! Soon, I was reading every novel by the likes of Sidney Sheldon, Harold Robbins, Jackie Collins etc. I would lose myself in the various exotic scenarios of sexual acts depicted in the novels. I learned so many terms to describe a man's cock; manhood, man-meat, member, schlong, dick, hose, cum-spewing serpent, juice-head etc etc. I began to fantasize that I was the heroine in the novels submitting wholely to the hunky heroes. I wanted so bad to be fucked by a fully grown up man.
This hobby led me to frequent a book rental shop that is near my school. I would spend many afternoons after school, reading up on all these sexual novels. Sometimes, when I liked it enough, I would rent them home to read & wank myself off while I was at it.
The owner of the book rental shop was a middle-aged Arabian man. He was stockily built, with big fore-arms, hairy chest & sported a moustache. From the books that I was renting, I guess he figured out that I was a sex-starved kid. I remember one afternoon there was no one in the shop, he came up to talk to me, on the pretext of recommending me books to read. He handed me a few novels & told me they were good reads. As I stood there, I felt his hands brushing against my thighs. I was wearing shorts for my uniform then & the trend back then was to wear it really short. Of course, My school shorts was trendily tiny as well.
It soon dawned on me that the brushing was not an accidental one when I repeatedly felt it. My heart was pounding like mad. This man is trying to seduce me! Visions of me sucking on a grown man's cock began to fill my mind & I got even more sexcited. Yes, this could be my 1st chance to suck a grown man's dick! I stood there frozen, not knowing what to do next. The more he touched me, the more I could feel my own meat throbbing under my shorts. Shit, I was getting a hard-on!
The owner took my frozenness & the tent in my shorts to mean that I wasn't rejecting him. This made him bolder & he led me to the back of the store where we are obscured from public view. While there, he grabbed my crotch & rubbed his palm all over my white school uniform shorts. I felt like I was going to die, my heart was racing at a rate that I've never experienced before. Fuck, I'm gonna have sex with a grown man soon, I was thinking at the back of my head.
Next, I felt the bookstore owner's fingers slipping under the opening of my school shorts. He peeled my shorts side-ways so that my balls were exposed. Gingerly, he used his nails to tickle my balls & I instantly felt waves cruising all over my body. Oh man, being touched by an adult man is so different from being touched by someone who's my peer. All those sexual scenarios I read about in the novels came rushing back to me. Oh yeah, let me submit to you, Daddy.
By now I was already hyperventilating. I was breathing so fast like I had just finished a 100 meters dash. I dread the moment where the owner will try to release my pulsating red meat from its stronghold that is my puny school short. Which is what he's trying to do at this moment. His fingers went underneath my underwear, took hold of my hard-on & tried to lure it out into the open.
It was all too much for me to handle. Oh fuck, I am going to cum! Oh fuck!!! Next thing I knew, I blasted my thick white teenage juice in my shorts. I was immediately embarassed by the fact that I had cummed in my own shorts, I ran out of the book shop.
On the way home, I was so guilt-ridden & the wet sticky mess at my crotch served as a constant reminder of the shameful situation I had put myself into. I told myself I would never go back to that shop again but I would eat my words later.
More on that next time.
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Monday, 10 December 2012
Saturday, 4 August 2012
1ST TIME SUCKING A COCK
When I was 11, I had a classmate, W. We were so close that we started experimenting with each other's body eventually. (Read my earlier post, 1st Time Touching Another Male Cock)
It turned out that W was even more sex-hungry than me. Every other day, he'll suggest that we go to his grandma's place to 'study & play'. He didn't seem to have the same kinda guilty feeling that I experienced after I have 'cummed'. From touching each other's cock, we progressed to taking off our clothes, caressing each other's young bod, spending lazy afternoons in his room.
I've always fantasized about sucking another person's cock after I accidentally watched that porn film that my bro had stashed away. So I decided to suggest to W about sucking. This is an account of what happened when we 1st decided to suck each other.
Me: That day I found a video tape in my bro's wardrobe. It's a 'blue' tape.
W: Wah, did U watch it?
Me: Ya.
W: So what did U see?
Me: I saw a man & a woman doing it.
W: Wow, what exactly did they do?
Me: Erm..., 1st the man put a banana into the woman's 'pat pat' & he was playing wif it. Pushing it in & taking it out. The woman looked like she was enjoying it. Then the guy took the banana out & ate it.
W: Woah, is the tape still around? I wanna watch!
Me: It's gone already. I think it's not my bro's la.
W: Haiz....
Me: Then it's the woman's turn. She poured honey on the guy's 'kuku jiao' & then she was sucking it.
W: Sucking?
Me: Ya, she put his 'kuku jiao' into her mouth & sucked him.
W: Ok, too bad i can't watch it liao.
Me: Actually... I want to try sucking. Can i suck Urs?
W: Hmm... It sounded like fun, so why not?
With that, I proceeded to suck a guy's dick for the 1st time. I was thrilled! I took W's flaccid cock, pulled back the foreskin & started with licking the cock head like how the porn actress did in the video. W's cock tasted a little salty. Then I opened my mouth & engulfed W's whole cock in my mouth. Then I tried to simulate the porn actress' actions & began the sucking movement, rocking my head back & forth. However, becos W & I are still pre-pubes, our cocks couldn't get hard. So yeah, it was a HUGE difference from how I imagined it to be, ie, sucking on a hard cock. W's cock just felt sloppy & squishy in my mouth. W, on the other hand, was enjoying it.
W: Mmmm... Ur mouth is so warm. This is betta than just your hand playing with it.
Me: Really? Why don't U suck me?
W was right. I felt the same slippery wet sensation that I experienced whenever I was in the shower, playing with myself using the soap. This was however 10X better! W's mouth felt so warm & I wished this would go on forever.
After awhile, W came up and demanded that I return the favor. But I didn't want him to stop.
Me: I want U to continue sucking me.
W: Me too.
Me: How about this? We lie on the bed in opposite directions. That way, U get to suck me & vice versa.
W: Ok!
So, there we were, lying in a 69 position, savouring each other cocks & enjoying the waves of sensation that came with our cocks being sucked. We had no idea that position was called 69! It just happened naturally.
In the coming days, W would pester me to 'play' with him even more. It didn't help that we were in the same class & lived in the same neighborhood. So basically there was no escape although many a times I feel guilty about it.
This would go on until we both reached our puberty when we both turned 12. That's when our cocks are able to get hard & we could actually cum. But that's another story altogether. :P
It turned out that W was even more sex-hungry than me. Every other day, he'll suggest that we go to his grandma's place to 'study & play'. He didn't seem to have the same kinda guilty feeling that I experienced after I have 'cummed'. From touching each other's cock, we progressed to taking off our clothes, caressing each other's young bod, spending lazy afternoons in his room.
I've always fantasized about sucking another person's cock after I accidentally watched that porn film that my bro had stashed away. So I decided to suggest to W about sucking. This is an account of what happened when we 1st decided to suck each other.
Me: That day I found a video tape in my bro's wardrobe. It's a 'blue' tape.
W: Wah, did U watch it?
Me: Ya.
W: So what did U see?
Me: I saw a man & a woman doing it.
W: Wow, what exactly did they do?
Me: Erm..., 1st the man put a banana into the woman's 'pat pat' & he was playing wif it. Pushing it in & taking it out. The woman looked like she was enjoying it. Then the guy took the banana out & ate it.
W: Woah, is the tape still around? I wanna watch!
Me: It's gone already. I think it's not my bro's la.
W: Haiz....
Me: Then it's the woman's turn. She poured honey on the guy's 'kuku jiao' & then she was sucking it.
W: Sucking?
Me: Ya, she put his 'kuku jiao' into her mouth & sucked him.
W: Ok, too bad i can't watch it liao.
Me: Actually... I want to try sucking. Can i suck Urs?
W: Hmm... It sounded like fun, so why not?
With that, I proceeded to suck a guy's dick for the 1st time. I was thrilled! I took W's flaccid cock, pulled back the foreskin & started with licking the cock head like how the porn actress did in the video. W's cock tasted a little salty. Then I opened my mouth & engulfed W's whole cock in my mouth. Then I tried to simulate the porn actress' actions & began the sucking movement, rocking my head back & forth. However, becos W & I are still pre-pubes, our cocks couldn't get hard. So yeah, it was a HUGE difference from how I imagined it to be, ie, sucking on a hard cock. W's cock just felt sloppy & squishy in my mouth. W, on the other hand, was enjoying it.
W: Mmmm... Ur mouth is so warm. This is betta than just your hand playing with it.
Me: Really? Why don't U suck me?
W was right. I felt the same slippery wet sensation that I experienced whenever I was in the shower, playing with myself using the soap. This was however 10X better! W's mouth felt so warm & I wished this would go on forever.
After awhile, W came up and demanded that I return the favor. But I didn't want him to stop.
Me: I want U to continue sucking me.
W: Me too.
Me: How about this? We lie on the bed in opposite directions. That way, U get to suck me & vice versa.
W: Ok!
So, there we were, lying in a 69 position, savouring each other cocks & enjoying the waves of sensation that came with our cocks being sucked. We had no idea that position was called 69! It just happened naturally.
In the coming days, W would pester me to 'play' with him even more. It didn't help that we were in the same class & lived in the same neighborhood. So basically there was no escape although many a times I feel guilty about it.
This would go on until we both reached our puberty when we both turned 12. That's when our cocks are able to get hard & we could actually cum. But that's another story altogether. :P
Saturday, 28 July 2012
1ST TIME TOUCHING ANOTHER MALE COCK (CONT'D)
W: Ok, this is how i play with it.
W begins to pull back his foreskin to reveal his cock head & he slides it back up. Then he stretches his foreskin as far as he can & pulls it back again.
Me: Wow, I din know U can pull the skin like that!
Prior to W showing me, I had never exposed my cock head in that manner & it fascinated me.
Me: This is how I do it.
And I started to show W how I stick my forefinger inside my foreskin & twirl it around the cock head.
W: That's interesting. Let me try it.
Me: I wanna try how U play with it too.
Me: Do U feel shiok?
W: Ya, wat abt U?
Me: Ya, It's nice too.
We sat there playing with our own dicks for awhile. We were both still pre-pubes boys so our cocks never got hard. Then i popped the all important question.
Me: Hey, how about we touch each other's Didi?
W: Hmmm... Ok.
I reached over & grabbed W's cock & started to play with it greedily. Then W reached for me. This was the 1st time I touched someone else's cock & vice versa. What I felt next was a totally different high I had never experienced before & I loved it! The sensation was more pronounced than when i touched myself. After what seemed like ages, I felt the urge & soon i was having a wonderful orgasm. W also 'came' shortly.
Me: Did U have that final feeling? Like shivers running through your body after U pee?
W: Of course, it was more intense than when i was doing it myself.
Me: I wonder what is that...
W: I don't know but I know I love that feeling!
Me: Haha... (Sheepishly)
I always felt guilty after I 'came'. I felt as if i had done a very bad thing; a shameful kinda feeling. So, i quickly made an excuse to head home.
Me: I'd better head home or my mom will scream at me later.
W: Ok, See U in class tomorrow.
In the coming days, W & I would hang out more frequently & we'd experienced with each other's body after we lock W's room door. More on that later.
W begins to pull back his foreskin to reveal his cock head & he slides it back up. Then he stretches his foreskin as far as he can & pulls it back again.
Me: Wow, I din know U can pull the skin like that!
Prior to W showing me, I had never exposed my cock head in that manner & it fascinated me.
Me: This is how I do it.
And I started to show W how I stick my forefinger inside my foreskin & twirl it around the cock head.
W: That's interesting. Let me try it.
Me: I wanna try how U play with it too.
Me: Do U feel shiok?
W: Ya, wat abt U?
Me: Ya, It's nice too.
We sat there playing with our own dicks for awhile. We were both still pre-pubes boys so our cocks never got hard. Then i popped the all important question.
Me: Hey, how about we touch each other's Didi?
W: Hmmm... Ok.
I reached over & grabbed W's cock & started to play with it greedily. Then W reached for me. This was the 1st time I touched someone else's cock & vice versa. What I felt next was a totally different high I had never experienced before & I loved it! The sensation was more pronounced than when i touched myself. After what seemed like ages, I felt the urge & soon i was having a wonderful orgasm. W also 'came' shortly.
Me: Did U have that final feeling? Like shivers running through your body after U pee?
W: Of course, it was more intense than when i was doing it myself.
Me: I wonder what is that...
W: I don't know but I know I love that feeling!
Me: Haha... (Sheepishly)
I always felt guilty after I 'came'. I felt as if i had done a very bad thing; a shameful kinda feeling. So, i quickly made an excuse to head home.
Me: I'd better head home or my mom will scream at me later.
W: Ok, See U in class tomorrow.
In the coming days, W & I would hang out more frequently & we'd experienced with each other's body after we lock W's room door. More on that later.
Thursday, 26 July 2012
1ST TIME TOUCHING ANOTHER MALE COCK
In a previous post, I mentioned that I accidentally watched a porn tape that my bro left around. After that incident, i kept thinking about touching another person's cock other than my own. So when I'm in the shower, I will play with my little cock & fantasize about sucking a grown man's cock. I was very curious to find out how a real-life grown man's cock would look like. WIll it be as big as the porn actor's cock? Everytime I think about this, I will take out my cock & play with it till I 'cum'.
Soon it became clear enough that playing with myself was not enough. The need to find another guy to play with was becoming unbearable. I had a very close classmate then & we'll usually hang out at his Grandma's place after school. Let's just call him W.
One day while doing homework at W's Grandma's place, I decided to pluck up the courage to ask W to show me his cock.
Me: Hey, can I ask U somethin?
W: Yeah what?
Me: Erm... Have U ever played with Urself?
W: Huh?
Me: I mean play with Ur Didi down there lah.
W: Oh...Actually.... Ya.
W answered sheepishly. I was actually quite taken aback that he does it too. I thought I was the only 11 year old boy that knows how to 'masturbate'.
Me: Really?
W: Ya, U too?
Me: Yup, Can I see your cock?
W: Erm... Why leh?
Me: Cos' I'm curious lah! Aren't U curious to see if Urs is any different from mine?.
W: Ok, let me close my room door or my Ah Ma will see.
Me: Ok!
After W's room door is closed.
Me: Ok, show me.
W: U show Urs too.
Me: Let's take it out together?
W: Ok
We were wearing school shorts then & school boys usually just pull out their dicks from the side of their shorts to pee. So that's exactly what we did. We lifted the side of our shorts a little bit & took out our pre-pubes hairless dicks.
So there we were, 2 school boys sitting across each other with their cocks exposed to each other. I was born naturally quite tanned & W is the opposite, he is really fair.
Me: Mine is darker than Urs
W: Well, that's cos' I'm fairer mah
Me: Urs is quite big too.
W: Erm... cos' I'm taller than U?
Me: So bigger guys have bigger Didi.
W: I think so bah.
Me: U say U play with it? How U do it?
W: Why dun we show each other?
Me: Ok!
(To Be Continued)
Sunday, 22 July 2012
ACCIDENTAL PORN
Back in the 80s, people were still watching movies on video tapes. My bro had a collection of movies which he keeps in a cabinet next to our TV set. So, from time to time, I'd take out the video tapes & watch them. It also happened that we shared the same wardrobe. One day, while looking for clothes in the wardrobe, I found a video tape hidden under a stash of my Bro's clothes. I wondered to myself why didn't he keep this together with the rest of the video tapes in the cabinet? When I looked at the title, it was not something that I've already watched. So, unsuspectingly, I popped it into the video player. What i saw next would be something that ignited my sexuality.
It was a Straight porn movie! This was going to be my 1st experience in watching porn & I was still a pre-pubes 11 year old! I couldn't recall what the title of the movie was but what i saw in that video tape put me on a journey to explore sex as an enjoyment. I could remember it was a porn movie starring Caucasian actors. In one particular scene, it was extremely erotic to watch. In this scene, we see the porn actor sticking a strawberry into the actress' vagina & she was in ecstasy when he did that. Next, we see him sticking a banana into her. After fucking her with the banana for awhile, he removed it & ate the banana! It was so sensual! Next, we see the actress pouring milk & honey on the actor's huge cock & began licking & sucking it like there's no tomorrow. Eventually they went on to do the fucking scene & I couldn't take my eyes off the porn actors engorged dick. It was the biggest dick I've seen so far in my life. When i was watching the fucking scene, i felt a stirring in my cock as well & i began to imagine myself as the actress, sucking & licking the actors hard steel-like cock. This scene will be etched in my mind for a long time & I'd fantasize about it whenever I go into the shower in the coming days.
After I finished the movie, I quietly put it back where it belonged. Now I know why this was separated from the usual movies in the TV Cabinet. :)
A few weeks later the tape was gone from under my bro's stash of clothes. My guess was that it didn't belong to him, he probably borrowed it from his friend. But I couldn't stop thinking about the scene where the actress was hungrily sucking the actor's huge cock. This would eventually lead me to explore more of sexual enjoyment.
It was a Straight porn movie! This was going to be my 1st experience in watching porn & I was still a pre-pubes 11 year old! I couldn't recall what the title of the movie was but what i saw in that video tape put me on a journey to explore sex as an enjoyment. I could remember it was a porn movie starring Caucasian actors. In one particular scene, it was extremely erotic to watch. In this scene, we see the porn actor sticking a strawberry into the actress' vagina & she was in ecstasy when he did that. Next, we see him sticking a banana into her. After fucking her with the banana for awhile, he removed it & ate the banana! It was so sensual! Next, we see the actress pouring milk & honey on the actor's huge cock & began licking & sucking it like there's no tomorrow. Eventually they went on to do the fucking scene & I couldn't take my eyes off the porn actors engorged dick. It was the biggest dick I've seen so far in my life. When i was watching the fucking scene, i felt a stirring in my cock as well & i began to imagine myself as the actress, sucking & licking the actors hard steel-like cock. This scene will be etched in my mind for a long time & I'd fantasize about it whenever I go into the shower in the coming days.
After I finished the movie, I quietly put it back where it belonged. Now I know why this was separated from the usual movies in the TV Cabinet. :)
A few weeks later the tape was gone from under my bro's stash of clothes. My guess was that it didn't belong to him, he probably borrowed it from his friend. But I couldn't stop thinking about the scene where the actress was hungrily sucking the actor's huge cock. This would eventually lead me to explore more of sexual enjoyment.
DISCOVERY
I knew I was addicted to sex from a tender age. Heck, I was already playing with my Cock before I hit puberty. It all started when I was about 8. I was soaping myself in the shower & out of curiosity, I stuck my finger into my foreskin & twirled it around my cock head. Immediately, I felt a tingling sensation down there. (When U are pre-pubes, Ur cock does not get erected but U'll still feel the same kind of sensation as when U masturbate).
I didn't know what this sensation was but it felt damn good! So I continued twirling my finger around & around. With each twirl I felt slightly higher & then it happened, I 'came'! Because I was still pre-pubes at that time, there was no cum. But I experienced the same kind of euphoric sensation that U guys felt when U cum. After I 'came', I was totally relaxed & it helped with my afternoon naps. Sometimes during my nap time, I would take out my cock & play with it until I came. As there was no cum, it was so easy & I'd fall asleep soundly.
I began to enjoy the 'me' time when I'm in the shower. Eventually, my shower time became longer & longer as i learnt to edge myself. I love the feeling just before I came so I'd try to prolong it. My mum was wondering why I'm taking so long in the shower. I just told her that I like to 'clean myself out'. Haha...
I didn't know what this sensation was but it felt damn good! So I continued twirling my finger around & around. With each twirl I felt slightly higher & then it happened, I 'came'! Because I was still pre-pubes at that time, there was no cum. But I experienced the same kind of euphoric sensation that U guys felt when U cum. After I 'came', I was totally relaxed & it helped with my afternoon naps. Sometimes during my nap time, I would take out my cock & play with it until I came. As there was no cum, it was so easy & I'd fall asleep soundly.
I began to enjoy the 'me' time when I'm in the shower. Eventually, my shower time became longer & longer as i learnt to edge myself. I love the feeling just before I came so I'd try to prolong it. My mum was wondering why I'm taking so long in the shower. I just told her that I like to 'clean myself out'. Haha...
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